I will become a consistent, regular blogger, who actually updates when I say I will
December was a very hard month for my family, and for my personal life in general, and taking care of the people I love and myself became much more important than fashion. I am happy to say, however, that things are really looking up for everyone around me. I'm determined to make 2011 be the best year ever (and I've noticed, in general, that odd numbered years tend to treat me better than even. I mean, c'mon, '07 was one of the most wonderful years of my life, '08 nearly killed me, '09 was literally the best year of my life, '10 was mostly depressing... and yes, I did accidentally ruin my own life in '06, damaged my knee irreparably and developed ovarian cysts in '04, and went through severe depression in '02... I'm sensing a trend here)
So, in 2011, I have some goals. Let's examine
-Take way better care of myself physically. I need to eat healthy, actually use my body, and keep my knee in some semblance of normal. I've lost a good amount of weight in the past few months, and if I just exercise and eat better, I think I can maintain it and tone up a bit.
-Move out of my parents' home. When I was 18, I briefly experienced independence when I lived with a Japanese host family in which all my sisters were self sufficient adults, and treated me like one too. I even experienced college kid apartment life, and was totally treated like an adult. Coming back is something I was never able to get used to, and to all the people telling me I'll regret moving out too soon, I just want to say that in 3 1/2 years I still haven't been able to readjust to life at home after the 1 month of freedom and independence I experienced.
-Go to Turkey. It's a country I'd like to see, and it sounds like a lot of fun. I'm just not yet sure what I'll do there.
-Get my vampire book published (for updates on my ridiculous writing process, and musings of the books that inspire me, check out my other blog,
which can be found here)
-Get better at conversational Japanese. It's a damn worthwhile goal.
-And for a piece of ridiculous fluff to suit this blog and inspire me to POST MORE, I propose for 2011 to be the year of mostly pantsless living. It's pointless to try to go completely without pants: the modernized world doesn't really allow for women to do that. But if I can manage 4 days a week without pants, I'll consider it somewhat of a success. Thus far, we're 4 days into the year, and I've already done 2 days pantsless. 50% aint bad!
I attended my mother's New Years Day dinner in an adorable little purple-ish dress with zipper detail and a silhouette that takes 20 pounds off instantly.
I attended a housewarming party the next day in a skirt/boot look reminiscent of my high school punk rock looks, and dear god do I ever feel natural when I dress like that. It makes me feel so much more like myself, and I need to do that more often.
Yesterday, my hair was re-dyed to my usual super intense red.
Hopefully, there will be an outfit warranting a photo shoot tomorrow. Until then!